The Hole.........part 1
Rats, he used to fear them....but now after nearly three weeks in the
hole...they were
almost becoming his friends. At least they were something to talk to.
Talkin
g
to rats....he knew now he was losing his mind for sure.
Mr. Midshipman Archie Kennedy , he had been. A Midshipman aboard His
Majesty
's
Frigate, Indefatigable. Until his worst nightmare came true....and
he had a
fit at the wrong moment. Was there ever a right moment? No....but just
as yo
u
are about to try and take a French ship is definitely the wrong moment.
He couldn't remember anything except that he was part of a boarding
party
about to slip aboard the Papillon..........and he could feel a fit
coming
on............When he came to...he was floating alone in the Jolly
boat...........Where was everyone? Why did they leave me here alone?
Questions, questions and more questions....but never any answers.
He had been captured by the Spanish.......and he had tried to escape
five
times
now.....getting farther and farther from England every time. But this
time
was the
worst.....he was now in a tiny hole in the earth.....to small to stand
up or
lie down......and his only company , the Rats...........
The beatings at the hands of his Spanish captors were bad.......but
the hole
in the earth was even worse. On good days they did hand him down food
and
water. On bad days....nothing......but most days, a few dry biscuits
were
tossed in the gratings.........The rats learned quickly the sound of
the
biscuits falling......they would scurry out and try to steal the crumbs.
That's when he discovered that if he tossed them a piece of the bread..the
y
would take it and hurry away. So gradually they became more like companion
s
than things to be feared..........
His only escapes, though only in his mind, were his dreams and
fantasies..........and even they couldn't keep him going for much
longer.There were the good dreams...........of life on board the
Indy........and there were the
fantasies...........of Horatio...........tall, handsome, brave.......
Damn.....why had Horatio let this happen to him?
Horatio Hornblower had come into Archie's life at what seemed the
perfect
time.....Jack Simpson was gone.....and life was looking up for a
change....Then Jack returned......and the perfect world crumbled
again...........More abuse....more fits.......Jack was even out to
get the
new Midshipman Hornblower..........Archie had tried hard to tell Horatio
about Jack after he returned.....but he really didn't need to...Horatio
fo
und
out for himself what a cruel bastard Jack Simpson really
was............Archie had hoped and prayed that his new found friend
didn'
t
find out the really awful truths............
Now here in this hole, all Archie could think about was that Horatio
was bac
k
on board the Indy with Jack.......and Jack's abuse. Archie shuddered
to
think of Horatio strapped down with Jack grunting over him.........
No, no.....Archie thought......shake it off..........Think only of the
good
times....Of the
laughter when one of the midshipmen pulled a prank on Mr.
Bracegirdle.........or Mr.
Bowles..............Of Captain Pellew commending the men of the Indy
for a
job well
done......There wasn't a finer captain in His Majesty's Navy than
Captai
n,
Sir Edward
Pellew..........Archie hoped that the good Captain had seen through
Jack
Simpson....and stopped his awful reign of terror.............Things
had been
so much better without him when Archie and Horatio had transferred
to the
Indy...........and then Jack found his way there too................
Oh Horatio......why did you let this happen to me?? You were my best
friend, you looked out for me with the fits............how could you
let me
end up like this?......Oh
Horatio........Archie dozed from exhaustion.........maybe this night
would
bring good
dreams.................one could only hope..........
The sea was calm and the winds were brisk...........good
sailing for the
Indefatigable.........No French ships dared challenge the Indy.......life
wa
s
calm.......once duties were done the midshipmen settled down for a
good card
game...............Archie glanced at Horatio........Horatio gave him
a sly
smile...........
"I think I'll take a walk........it's getting stuffy in here......"
Archie
announced......."anyone else want to head topside?"
"Sounds good to me" answered Horatio...........
"Ah.......the lovebirds out for a midnight stroll" announced one
of the
other
midshipmen..........which prompted Archie to look around for something
to
throw at the unfortunate young man.............this time it was the
spitkid
by the door.........
Laughter roared from the group....as the poor midshipman sat there drenched
in
spittle................" I was only kidding, Archie........"
By this time Archie was out the door and making his way to the
deck.....Horatio not far behind him.......
" He was only joking, Archie.........he didn't mean anything by
it"...
...
" I know he didn't Horatio........that's why I tossed the spitkid.....
...if I
thought he meant something by it.......I'd have used a fist".......
"So......would it be so bad if they knew we cared about each other
?"
" I....I ....I ....don't know Horatio........They have looked at
me as J
ack's
boy all this
time...." Archie started to tremble........but a steadying touch
from
Horatio calmed the tremors.............
He gazed into Archie eyes.........and drew him closer......
" What's this??? Mr. Hornblower.....Mr. Kennedy belongs to ME...."
Jac
k
Simpson's
voice came out of the darkness...............
" No , No, No......." Archie woke up shaking............
Damn........even in his dreams.....Jack Simpson continued to torment
Archie
Kennedy...............Even in this vile pit...Jack Simpson continued
to haun
t
him.........
The Hole, part 2.
A light rain started to fall......the hole would soon be worse than
miserable......and the rats would start looking for higher
ground.........Like Archie's shoulders.........
ooohhhh .....he shuddered at the thought............
He didn't normally mind rain......it had been raining the first time
he me
t
Horatio.......so rain wasn't so bad........if he could just be
warm.........oh to be warm.....to be warm in Horatio's
arms.................his mind began to go back....back to the first
time.....the first time he knew there was more between them than just
the
friendship between midshipmen...............it had been raining then
too....
..
He remembered the night.......a night of shore leave.......all the midshipme
n
headed for the nearest pub.............most with the total intent of
getting
positively smashed beyond words...........They didn't have to be
back to t
he
Indy until the next night...........Mr. Bracegirdle warned them all
to be on
their best behavior and to be careful.........( He knew full well that
NONE
were listening....)....
It rained that night........torrential rains..........once in the pub...no
one wanted to
leave.......why should they......here was a warm, dry place.......all
the
food and spirits
anyone could ask for.......and rooms upstairs for those so
inclined.............
It started off innocently enough........two friends a bit past
tipsy........they would share the room and split the cost............neither
one had any interest in "sport" with the tavern wenches.............Just
a
pillow for a spinning head.................
Once upstairs and safely into the room........the young men decided
to share
the last of the bottle they carried with them.............It sent them
both
quite over the edge.........Archie staggered for the bed.......and
missed.......bashing his head into the bedpost.........Horatio, in
trying to
assist his friend, crashed over the chair...............They looked
at each
other and took stock of the situation.........Horatio was fine...........he
sat there giggling at his
landing..........Archie wasn't so fine..........he had a nasty gash
on his
head.........bleeding profusely as most scalp wounds do.........
Horatio struggled to his feet and made his way to the wash stand.......he
soaked a cloth in cool water and took it over to where Archie sat propped
against the offending bedpost........he dabbed the cloth to the bleeding
laceration............Archie looked up at him......
"What would I do without you, Horatio? Always there to pick up the
pieces
of
Midshipman Kennedy...."
"Sssshhh, Archie.......that's what friends are for...........it
could ha
ve
easily been the other way around..........I seem to have broken that
chair........it could have been pieces of me all over the floor, for
you to
pick up."
"But you never seem to need me Horatio........and I need you all the
time".............
Horatio looked gently into Archie's eyes..........." I do need you
Archi
e" he
said
softly.........."I need you a lot.........I ..I...I......."
Archie wasn't sure how to read Horatio's last words or the look
in his
eyes..................The look in his eyes was not the look of a
buddy.........it was deeper than that...................it was a look
of
love.......that was the only way Archie could read it...........
"Horatio" he began slowly......." Just how do you need me?"
The Hole...part 3
"Horatio" he began slowly......." Just how do you need me?"
Archie l
ooked
deeply in to
the dark brown eyes of his friend..............
"How do you want me to need you, Archie?.........As a friend, or..........
"
he looked deeply
into Archie's blue eyes.........watching cautiously for the response
as h
e
uttered his next
words...." as a lover?"
Horatio hoped he was reading Archie correctly..........or else he was
probably going to get
a very unpleasant kick in answer to his question...................
Archie didn't answer......instead he leaned up and kissed
Horatio.........."does that answer
your question, Mr. Hornblower? "
" yes, Mr. Kennedy, it does, thank you..."
With that the two young men burst into laughter............
When the laughter subsided.........Archie reached out for Horatio's
hand......"I think I'll be
needing a bit of help to stand up, if you don't mind........my heart
is
leading me in one
direction.......but I'll be damned if the rest of my body will
comply"..............
Horatio stood up and offered his hand to Archie........who did his best
to
stand......." Are
you sure we're on dry land?" he asked ......" the floor seems
to be mo
ving a
bit"......
" Oh we are on dry land, Archie............but I think you might need
to l
ie
down"........
He gently helped Archie over to the bed.......
Archie fell back onto the bed giggling......."So Mr. Hornblower, have
you
ever done this
before?"
"Well .........to be totally honest.......no........"
" Not even with a girl? "
"No, not even with a girl......"
"Oh great........I'm drunk on my ass.....and I've got a virgin
on my
hands!"..............with
that comment........Midshipman Archie Kennedy passed out.............
Horatio wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry........He knew what he
wanted.....what he
needed...........but now it would have to wait..........Probably better,
he
thought.....his head
was starting to spin a bit........Carefully he undressed Archie and
tucked
him in...........and
then he undressed himself and crawled in next to his
friend...........hopefully his
lover.......and fell asleep.............
Just before dawn , Horatio awakened to a warm body moving gently next
to
his.....he
turned to face Archie.........who was smiling at him.........
"so.....you decided to wake up.....I'm glad".......Archie said
softly.
....."I
was beginning to
think our whole night together was going to be wasted on sleep"
"How long have you been awake?"
"About an hour.........you were sleeping so soundly, I didn't want
to wa
ke
you .....but I
couldn't help myself...." Archie grinned at Horatio.......
Horatio could feel Archie's hands slowly caressing his body.......it
felt
good......he wasn't
sure whether to respond or just relax and enjoy the feeling..........
"Archie, I'm new at this........you will have to guide me..."
"Don't worry Horatio......I'll take it nice and slow.......just
enjoy
the
sensations...."
It was becoming more than Horatio could stand..........and Archie was
clearl
y
enjoying
watching Horatio quiver beneath his gentle touch.........Slowly he
began to
stroke
Horatio's swollen manhood.............Horatio gasped.......
~
Back in the hole.......the memories were warming more than Archie's
mind.......there was a
stirring in his breeches.......he reached down to help the feeling
along............
but it wasn't HIS manhood his hand touched............a big brown
rat had
found shelter on
his lap.......he had been so lost in his memories he hadn't
noticed...............when he
realized what it was......... he flung it away and he began to shake........
..
The Hole.....part 4
Archie sat there shaking...........not so much from fear of the rat......as
just being startled
by the rat...........Not exactly what he was expecting to be
touching.............After a while,
he began to calm down......He was just thankful it was over......he
chuckled
thinking how
badly he must have scared the rat...............Yes.....he WAS losing
it......now he was
thinking about the rat's feelings................
The rain began to subside.........Oh how his legs ached from being in
one
position for so
long..........he did his best to shift his body around.......but it
didn't
do
much good.......
His thoughts turned back to Horatio...........but the memories were
distant
now.........he
couldn't seem to lose himself in them again...........He wondered
if Horat
io
ever thought of
him..........if Horatio ever wondered what happened to him..........if
Horatio still
cared.........
" He doesn't care about you........look what he let happen to you!"
J
ack
Simpson's voice
echoed in Archie's tired brain............" He's my boy now,
Archie........and you can't do
anything about it........Just think what fun I'm having with young
Snotty"......
Archie couldn't shut the voice out of his mind.........it just kept
echoin
g
.....louder and
louder..........By dawn, when the light finally filled the hole in
the
earth......Archie was in
tears............
The only positive thing about the whole time in Spain was that the fits
had
subsided........at
least something in Archie's tormented soul seemed to know that Jack
Simps
on
couldn't
get him in Spain.....
The day brought a crowd of people out into the prison yard........some
of
them delighted in
kicking dirt down on the lost soul in the pit........Archie closed
his eyes
and buried his face
in his hands..........
Several days and nights passed........thankfully without nightmares.....but
also without
dreams........just the constant ache in his body from not being able
to
move....
One evening the grate above his head opened.......and Don Massaredo,
his
captor, looked
down from above....."Mr. Kennedy......today is my birthday....and
I decide
d
to share it
with all the prisoners..........by giving you all a very good meal
tonight.
I
hope you enjoy it
...and remember it.......because any more escape attempts from you......and
you won't live
to see another one like it...............".
The guards lowered a tray down to Archie........roast chicken, vegetables,
fruit, fresh
bread..........Archie wondered if this was really a shared birthday
dinner
or a last meal for
a condemned man..........Whatever the case.....he was going to eat
every
mouthful.......and
he didn't plan on sharing it with the rats...........
His stomach filled for a change......Archie drifted off to
sleep...........and to dreams.....This
time.....good dreams............dreams of Horatio........and the night
they
finally became real
lovers................
Life on the Indy was great..........no Jack Simpson to torment
them.............The crew had
another shore leave.....and Archie and Horatio headed back for the
pub..........the rest of
the lads decided to try a new place......but Archie and Horatio decided
to g
o
back to the
same one...........To finish what they had begun the last time
there..............
Their last night together in the quiet room above the pub had been
heaven..........but
Archie had wanted to take it very slowly.........he wanted it all to
be
perfect for
Horatio......a luxury he had not been afforded his first time............He
wasn't going to rush
anything......even if it meant waiting........They had spent the rest
of tha
t
night just
caressing each other and enjoying being caressed............
This time......... things would be different.........Still slow and
easy........But Horatio was
going to get a taste of passion..........fire in his soul.........Archie
was
going to see to it that
Mr. Hornblower finally lost his virginity...................and it
didn't
matter to him which way
it happened..............as long as everything was perfect for his
Horatio...............
After a few drinks, the two pretended to be quite drunk.......and stumbled
their way up the
stairs......no one gave them a second look..........which was what
they
intended.........A
couple of overimbibed midshipmen wouldn't be disturbed unless the
Pub cau
ght
fire........
Once inside the room, Archie bolted the
door........alone....together........at last..........
Archie lead Horatio to the bed.......all the while gazing lovingly into
his
brown eyes......
"This is our night, Horatio, nothing and no one is going to disturb
us.........."
He slowly began unbuttoning Horatio's vest.........and then eased
it away
and
dropped it to
the floor........Horatio returned the gesture.........
next were the shirts.........Archie lovingly caressed Horatio's bare
chest.........
sending shivers down Horatio's spine....but they were good shivers........
.
He wanted more...........much more.........and so did Archie............
Just as Archie had promised it was to be a night of gentle pleasures
and
furious
passion.......Archie began by slowly kissing Horatio and tracing the
line of
his jaw with his
tongue.........little by little he worked his way down his lovers
chest............occasionally
glancing up to see the response.........
Horatio lay there with his eyes closed.........trying hard to remember
to
breathe............
Lower and lower down Horatio's lean body Archie continued..........he
coul
d
tell Horatio
was not far from exploding...............As he caressed his lover,
he
delighted in knowing that
he was the first..........the only.........Horatio was learning loves
pleasures as they should be
learned...........Slowly, gently, lovingly..........with a true
lover..........
Archie had learned about Sex in Drury Lane.........it had been pleasant
enough......but not
love.......He wanted things to be perfect for his perfect love..............
As he took Horatio's cock into his mouth......it was more than Horatio
cou
ld
bear........he
came with a rush he could never have imagined in even his wildest
dreams.............
Archie wiped his face on the sheet and smiled up at Horatio...."Kind
of a
big
hurry there,
aren't you?"..............
"Oh God, Archie.............I've never..........."
" I know, that was half the fun of it for me....." Archie
giggled...................
" Where did you learn to do that?"
"Drury Lane........and Horatio........That's not all I learned....."
h
e said
with a twinkle in his
blue eyes..................
A rattle of the grate above his head awakened Archie...........he looked
up
to see two large
Spaniards looking down at him............Grinning..................Oh
how he
wanted to escape
back into his dreams..............back to Horatio.......but it was
not to
be.........
The Hole....part 5
The two Spaniards drug Archie from the hole in the earth. He had been
there
a
month........The bright sun hurt his eyes terribly and he squinted
to see
just what was going
on around him. They tried to stand him up but his weak legs would not
support him. He
collapsed on the ground between the two guards.
Roughly they carried him back to his cell..........His hard cot was
a welcom
e
relief to his
aching body...........part of him wanted to stretch.......but it
hurt.........the muscles had
grown used to the position in the hole and did not want to comply when
he
tried to use
them.............he finally decided not to fight them.....and lay curled
in
a
fetal position.
Every hour or so the guards would look in......and if they saw him sleeping,
would beat
loudly on the door.....
Archie had never seen these two guards before.........and he wished
he could
never see
them again......Sadistic creatures they were.........and they seemed
to enjo
y
every
moment........Just like Jack.......Just like Jack Simpson............
Finally the two were relieved of duty.........one of the kinder guards
came
to take their
place, but it was too late........Jack Simpson had returned....if only
in
Archie's mind........
As Archie slept, Jack came calling.............
This time aboard the Indy...............why,oh why, did they save that
man?
Horatio should
have hit him with an oar and thrown him back into the sea..........but
with
all the other
crewmen in the rescue boat, that was not an option........They had
to bring
the slime back
aboard the Indy.
Horatio had warned Jack that things were not the same aboard the Indy
as the
y
had been
aboard Justinian.............and Jack seemed to hear him......at least
on
board ship......
The Indy was back in Gibraltar for supplies.........Archie and Horatio
had
been assigned to
locate a few things for the Captain. They enjoyed the day, laughing
and
sharing the time
together......There wouldn't be time for any "real" fun......but
just
the day
together, away
from everyone, was enough.............
There aquisitions made, they started back for the ship.........
" Horatio, you go on without me......I'll catch up, I have a few
things
to
pick up while I'm
here"...........
"We aren't in any particular hurry to return, Archie. I'll accompany
y
ou."
"No, that won't be necessary, I can get them by myself. The Captain
will
want
these things
immediately and my errand will only take a few minutes....you go on
ahead......I'll be there
presently" Archie was insistant in his tone...........
He really wanted to buy a gift for Horatio.........and the last thing
he
needed was Horatio
there with him while he made the selection.
Grudgingly, Horatio complied and headed off to the Indy with the Captain's
supplies.
The little shop was in a back alley.........Tucked away where only those
who
knew exactly
where to find it would ever dream of looking.........As Archie opened
the
door the scents
were overwhelming...........Spices, Friuty smells, a whole world of
aromas.............Yes...he
had come to the right place....The shop stocked all kinds of scented
oils an
d
perfumes.........Archie wanted something special for the next time
he and
Horatio had time
alone..............
As he walked around the shop, he became aware of someone else being
in the
shop......only this person didn't seem to be shopping..........he
seemed t
o
be watching
Archie...........After a while, the observer left the shop..........
Archie made his purchase and headed back out of the alleyway, back to
the
Indy........
But he never made it..............
Just as he rounded the corner a hand covered his mouth and a strong
arm
wrapped around
his body..........
"Shopping I see.........." it was the voice from hell.................Ja
ck
Simpson......." what
pretty little bottles did you buy today........and for what purpose?
One can
just
imagine.......Two pretty boys ..........." he said with an evil glint
in h
is
eye......
"We aren't on the Indy now, Mr. Kennedy........and your precious
Mr.
Hornblower isn't
here to protect you................I wonder if young Snotty will still
want
you when we finish
with you............I would bet he wouldn't want to be on the same
ship wi
th
the likes of you
when we are done".....................
Archie struggled to break free.......but a fist caught him in the
ribs.......cracking
several...and he slumped down..............
When he came to, he was in a room.........surrounded by Simpson and
the 6 of
his
cronies..........they were all quite drunk............he lay there
hoping
they wouldn't notice he
had regained consciousness.............but they did...........
" The pretty boy awakens" one of the men announced to the group.........
."
now we can
have our fun"
Archie wished he could pass out again.......he knew what Simpson had
in mind
and he
wished they had just killed him.....instead of this.............anything
but
this.........
Two of the men grabbed Archie while a third began to pull down his
breeches...........The
nightmare had begun.............Any resistance from Archie resulted
in more
fists.........the
pain was unbearable.............but Archie's body would not succumb
to
unconsciousness..........
One by one, the men forced themselves on Archie.............and when
all had
had their
turn......it started over again.................
Archie began to beg them to just kill him.........please......no more
..........but no one
listened.....
When they were finished Jack Simpson grabbed Archie by the hair........"
I
f
you breathe
one word of this to ANYONE............Young Snotty is NEXT!"..........
With that said........two of the men blindfolded Archie and carried
him
outside.........They
carried him to an alley next to the docks.......and left him
there.........battered, bruised and
bleeding...........
Archie never told Horatio what really happened...........he just told
him he
was robbed and
beaten.............He had to protect Horatio as best he could from
Simpson.........
Back in the Spanish prison, the nightmares continued..........night
after
night Archie relived
that night in Gibraltar..............Nothing would take away the
pain........He knew that as
much as he loved Horatio.........he could NOT go back to the Indy and
Jack
Simpson...........NEVER.........NEVER.........NEVER would he go through
tha
t
again............He would kill himself first......................
Little did he know that shortly, Horatio would be there to change his
mind.........
THE END...................